Sex, Lies and Videos

Sex seems to be the most embarrassing activity or behavior one might consider that we do not want others learn how we deal about it. We avoid talking about it with others, and if ever that we do, they must be our closest friends.

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“What are you doing there at the backseat, Trey?” My boss asked from the driver’s passenger seat. I did not reply immediately so he continued. “Are you jacking off back there?” He and the driver both laughed. A little surprised by the remark, I remained silent.

What the hell is he talking about? I asked myself. Is he trying to break the ice between us? Yeah, I am still new in the firm. Maybe he is trying to make an impression of how cool and casual he can be with his subordinates. Yet cool he is not. I feel like it is harassment. I could file a sexual harassment charge against him, right.

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Questions about sex could be a source of embarrassment. Would you not lie if someone asks you if you find two men having sex with each other a complete turn on? What if there are grounds for that particular question? If you were a married public figure or a respected officer, then you would lie. You would deny everything that would compromise your marriage or position.

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“Trey, how would you delete the URLs in the history of Internet Explorer?” My boss asked while handing me his laptop. I looked at him questioningly. “My brother borrowed it and told me that there are naked pictures of men in my laptop. I told him that it was borrowed so many times that I don’t know who browsed such stuff.“ I took the laptop to show him how it is done.

Yeah, I saw those naked pictures. I even showed them to my friend. “Now I know why your boss keeps on making sex jokes on you.” He laughed. I just sneered at him and recounted another time when my boss stripped naked in front of me while we were on a fieldwork.

“Trey, you did borrow this laptop several times. Have you seen the photos, or were you the one who visited those sites?” He asked. “If I did, there would never be a trace boss.” I replied bluntly. How dare he?

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Videos like pictures are good proofs to counter the lies and denials people make. With all the gadgets available these days, it is easy to record the most embarrassing moments of people. With digital technology, it is also very easy to disseminate or distribute data globally. It would only take enough guts and motive to do a destructive video.

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This is the perfect timing. I am doing a massage on my boss. The red indicator of the camera is on. The recording is in progress. My boss did not notice it. How could he if he is so preoccupied on what is happening. I let his hand rest on my lap. I am pulling his arm in such a motion that he could touch my erection. What I am waiting now is when he would hold its full length. But I could not wait any longer.

I keep his hand rest on my raging hardon while I continue stroking his arm. I adjust my position so he can grab my cock easily. My flimsy boxers did some help because it allowed my cock some freedom. I could already feel that he is stroking my cock slightly. That is my cue. I carefully guided my boss’ hand on my dick and let him hold it. I heard him sigh and moan.

I glanced at his cock still covered by his white briefs. It is already throbbing and there is a spot of precum at the center. I move to touch it. He moaned and suddenly grabbed my dick tight starting to jerk it up and down. I shortly stopped his hand to expose my cock from my boxers. He grabbed it again without any prompting.

Next and final stage is how to get my boss’ lips touch my dick and eventually give me a blowjob. He is already in ecstasy. His mouth is open, panting. His hand is busy with my dick. I inserted my hand in his underwear and grabbed his erection. I followed the rhythm of his hand on my dick. He made a guttural sound and is now pulling my cock hard. I could blow my load very soon but I should stick to the plan. I moved closer to his shoulder and lifted his head. He will give me a blowjob. My plan is unfolding. Tomorrow he will be at my mercy.

I looked at the camera. It is still rolling.

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The plan never happened. There is no sex video involving him and I. Things do not call for that. There is no need of blackmailing a guy who only wanted some cheap thrill. I know that he likes men, me even. But taking advantage of a married Christian man is something that I could not just do. As of now, I could still tolerate his innuendos. Maybe time would tell him that I am that person who needs a little respect and he has the decency to show it.

Interlude: Kiss and Tell

Men are born narcissists. In short, they are jerks, especially when it comes to their conquests in bed. As much as possible, they would want everyone or at least someone knows whom they have laid lately. It is some sort of documenting with sworn witnesses. It is like a testimony that one could not lie from a fact.

Kiss and tell is a tool for documenting our conquests of the opposite sex, or same sex. It is a behavior wherein one would make out with another and then any of the participants, or possibly both, would tell someone of the said conquest. It could be as detailed as what actually happened, it could be only just a gist, or it could also be full of exaggeration. Any of the three on the other hand means that there are no real secrets when you are actually sharing them with anyone.

Kiss and tell is “your word against mine” game. There is no effective way of validating it unless one has the credibility and integrity. As it is, it remains as a rumor and is usually dismissed once a new rumor surfaces. Without any proof, it is easy to forget a kiss and tell. Being that, the secret can remain a secret.

Kiss and tell however is becoming obsolete with the introduction of technology. Today, kiss and tell has a friend. It is using hand held high definition video cameras and cell phones to document each conquest. It can even provide live feeds of what is happening in real time. Technology, furthermore, helps in storing “kiss and tell” in a compact disc, a USB or even uploads it directly to the internet.

Kiss and tell is the sex videos of today’s reality. It is a documentation captured in a video of one’s sexual conquest. A regular person can do it, not only the insane, the weird or the quirky. It has unlimited coverage and easy access. It can be offensive. It can be entertaining. It can be destructive. It can be exciting. It can be embarrassing. It can be fun. Depending on what one believes, it can create different reactions and over reactions. ?

Kiss and tell in today’s reality has a global reach. It would reach anyone everywhere. The kiss that one holds secret is no longer a secret. There is no way of denying it. It is not only words. It is multi media. Technology is now an enemy and one could only submit to it and make up all the defenses. Who else should be blame but oneself?

Kiss and tell is intrinsic to man. We always want to claim our trophy, to be proud of it. It calls the very basic instinct of man, to preserve dominance, territory. How can we secure our superiority if we cannot call the attention of everyone else that we have conquered something or someone? How can we validate our conquest without showing a credible proof?

Kiss and tell is a tool for conquest. If one does not want to be conquered, then one must not provide an avenue for conquer. Do not kiss so there is nothing to tell.

The problem is can we really avoid the “kiss”?

QuickTrip: Cock Service

Who says you can look at me before serving that cock. When you serve, focus, or the cock would slip from your grip. Steady, hold it, do not grab. Get the head of that cock in your direction. Hey, look at the cock not at me. Okay, I can assure you, it would just follow your lead.

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I am not sure how long have he been observing me. It could be for a while already because when they replaced us at the court where we were playing, he was already glancing at me every now and then. Did he know me? I bet he does not. Was he flirting? I guess so.

Wearing a yellow t-shirt, the bright color added vibrancy to his face. He is not bad looking at all. Tall and slim, which is my trip, I could even return the favor of flirting with him. However, he is a little soft. He was with a company, two ladies and another guy whom I sensed has similar scent like him. Anyway, they got my attention. I am a badminton freak and I took that they are good. So I positioned myself in a nearby chair and watched them play.

They play good, especially the other guy. Smooth and graceful in movement, he seemed to dance in the court. He performed fancy tricks even. I guess he knew that he had an avid spectator. The yellow guy on the hand continued to do his thing. He is taking a glance at me whenever he is not hitting the cock. I cannot help but remember my entry “Mukhang Etits.” I smiled. Uhrmmm… Did he think I just smiled at him?

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Come on and get those nerves settled. I know that we are in a public place but they are not aware with what we are doing, right? That cock you are holding is already as tense as you are. The tremors in your hand vibrate through that cock and I know it is ready to burst in a single thrust of your other hand. Get it done now. Fast.

“Ssswooosh”. Shit! Did you see how that white thing flew over? You are good man. You scored.

Tripper na Tunay

Maraming nagsasabing “tripper” daw sila. Meron pa ngang nagsasabi na curious tripper. Hindi ko alam kung merong kaibahan dito. Sila ba iyung mga nakikitrip lang minsan pagkatapos na masatisfy ang curiosity ay hihinto na? Sila ba iyung mga kapanalig ng “just try everything once”? Malamang ay hindi. Masarap kaya makipag-trip. Kaya tanggalin na natin iyung mga adjectives na iyan dahil ang alam ko dalawang klase lang ang tripper. Iyung tunay at iyung huwad.

01. Ang tunay na tripper ay tunay na discreet. Hindi sila halata. Kung mahahalata man sila ay iyun ay nakapasok ka na sa bitag nila. Nakuha na nila ang gusto nila sa iyo. Kung may account man sila sa internet hindi sila nagpo-post ng face pic. Man of few words sila. Hindi sila masalita. Ang alam lang nila ay ahhhhh, isubo mo na, puta at shit.

02. Ang tunay na tripper ay hind naghu-hunt sa Internet. Gusto nila ng challenge. Gusto nila gamitin ang kanilang radar sa pag-amoy ng kanilang bibiktimahin. Hindi nila magagawa iyun sa g4m o manjam. Wala ng challenge doon at kadalasan nagkaka-networking na ang mga berde na dugo doon. Nagkakapalitan na nga ng mga mukha doon eh kaya maraming fakers doon.

03. Ang tunay na tripper ay boy scout. Ang motto nila ay laging handa kaya ang tunay na tripper ay lagi walang suot na underwear. Kaya nilang itayo ang kanilang mga titi kahit saan, kahit kelan. Ang makakapansin at mag-react, guilty. Iyun ang kanilang pag-iisip. Tulad ng boy scout sila ay matapang. Wala silang kahit anumang phobia. Kahit sa dilim, kahit sa matataong lugar at sa makikipot na lugar, sila ay di umaatras.

04. Ang tunay na tripper ay exhibitionist. Kung hindi magaganda ang katawan ng mga tunay na tripper, malalaki naman ang kanilang mga ari. Hindi sila nahihiya mag-alis ng saplot sa katawan. Sila iyung nagsashower na nakahubo sa isang communal shower area. Mas pipiliin nilang umihi sa urinals na walang harang kesa sa saradong cubicles. Sila iyung hindi nahihiyang masisilipan ng ari. Sila iyung walang hiya-hiya kung kumambyo sa mataong lugar. Kung mahiyain ka, isa kang peke.

05. Ang tunay na tripper ay hindi callboy. Hindi sila nagpapabayad. Malilibog lang sila. Gusto lang nila magparaos. Dahil hindi sila callboy, wala silang problema sa pera. Gusto lang nila ang adventure, iyung excitement. Ang callboy may area of operation, territorial sila. Ang tripper kahit saan kaya nilang pumasok at lumabas. Kaya pagtripan ng tripper ang callboy kasi madali silang amuyin. Ang tunay na tripper, hindi.

06. Ang tunay na tripper ay wais. Hindi nila sinasabi o pinangangalandakan na tripper sila. Gago ba sila? Kapag sinabi nila na tripper lang sila, palagay mo ba maikama nila o ma-ONS iyung trip nila. Hindi kaya nila alam kung ang trip nila ay isa sa mga hopeless romantics na gumagala sa mercado. Gusto lang nila magparaos. Kaya nunca nila sabihin na tripper lang sila.

07. Ang tunay na tripper ay hindi emo. Sila ang mag taong-bato. Ayaw nila ng kadramahan. Ayaw nila ng kakornihan. Hindi sila iyung tipong magsasabi ng mga endearing names sa mga nakaka-sex nila. Ni hindi mo nga makukuha ang mga tunay nila na pangalan eh. Isang bagay lang ang puwede nilang ibigay sa iyo, ang titi nila.

08. Ang tunay na tripper ay may asawa. Babae man o lalake, may asawa ang mga tripper. Kahit na sila ay malandi at malibog, kilala nila kung saan o kanino sila uuwi. Kung makipag-sex man sila, trip lang. No strings attached. Sabi nga, just for the trip. Huwag ka rin mag-expect na mag-i-love-you sila sa iyo. Pagkatapos ng paputok, tanggapin mo na lang, di ka na makaka-ulit.

09. Ang tunay na tripper ay ego-tripper. Maaangas sila. Kung pinagtitripan ka nila hindi ibig sabihin na gusto ka nilang ikama. Kapag nakikipag-eye to eye sila sa iyo, lagot ka na. Marunong silang mag-hypnotize. Malalaman mo na lang, titigasan ka na at sasakit ang puson mo kasi gusto mo nang tikman iyung nakikitang mong titi na nakaumbok sa harap ng pantalon nila. Kaya habang maaga, umiwas ka na.

10. Ang tunay na tripper ay trip ang kapwa tripper. Opo, sa maniwala kayo o hindi, challenge sa kanila ang kapwa’t isa. Siempre naman, nakikipag-taasan ng ihi ang mga iyan. Mayayabang. Kung sinu ang unang bibigay panalo. Kung sinu ang magbubuntong-hininga, talo. Kung sinu ang matutuyuan ng labi at lalamunan, talo. Kung sinu ang unang susunggab sa naghuhimindig na pagkalalaki ng kapwa tripper ay lalong talo.

Iyan ang isang manifesto ng tunay na tripper. Kapag wala sa iyo lahat ng sampung katangian, huwag mo ng ipilit na tripper ka dahil pagtatawanan ka lang ng mga tunay na tripper. Tanggapin mo na lang na ikaw ay isang mahinang nilalang sa isang “meat chain”. Hayaan mo na lang na ikaw ang mapag-tripan.

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Sus, naniwala naman kayo agad sa akin. Joke lang po iyan. Trip-trip lang. Lagot ako sa asawa ko pag totoo mga iyan. Di ba ninyo alam, ang tunay na tripper ay takot sa asawa? Hahaha.

Pero … halika sa dilim, may ibubulong ako sa iyo. Hehehe.